Just to clarify TDA's future.. He's not retired. When I was constructing my 'final promo' for the Pay Per View I made sure that it was obvious that TDA is only going on a very long break that he may or may not ever come back from. After speaking to several people in private I opted against 'retirement' because there was a great point brought to me about how the temptation to come back is always there. I am simply going to focus on other projects in real life and on here.
But right now I am sort of keeping my foot in the door because I recently took a spot on EWNCW's creative team, but so far I have been used sparsely and I have only written 3 or 4 matches thus far. If by some chance I decide to dust TDA off in the future I made it a point near the end of my promo that he would come back one day and how it was not "goodbye forever, but for now". TDA will always be a fixture of JBW, and I would want him to be available for specials or something along the lines such as that.
I know I have said that I felt great about having my last matches with Chris Divine and Tommy Thunder, but I think I could do more than just that. If I never bring TDA back then those two matches would be great to end a 'career' on. If I do bring him back then I would have to seriously try and not act uninterested about every little thing like I was before. I did not even IC near the end or build stories in-between the shows. But, I just thought that I would let it be known.
You can dislike me for being unsure about my own future, but this is just how I feel. I am a very confused person! And I tend to make outrageous decisions whenever I am 'feeling down' or completely unmotivated. I feel amazing right now and I am happy with how the shows have been turning out for every efed. Everyone is just intensive with their story telling and the amount of emotion added to every little thing is enough to make reading (and sometimes writing) all of this well worth the time out of somebody's life. I gave my review of For The Cause, and this is something I want to start doing regularly going forward with the newer shows. Love all of you guys!
I love my fellow mods more!