That's why you went galavanting around with some waster; because you liked the attention and while the school playground jibes of 'whore', 'slut' and any other variation of those terms grated against you like fingernails down a chalkboard, there is a small part of you that appreciates the fact that within IWA, you finally had an identity. Something to get you noticed.
You're nothing special, Nuno. You're a dime-a-dozen, and that is a position you have put yourself in. There is no need for me to insult you, because you are so laughably pathetic that your very existance does that job for me.