Cricket, I am going to introduce you to a fun little thing that I like to call Benny's Perspective:
1) Any human being who leaves a single rasher of bacon in the packet should be killed in a very slow way.
2) Women don't fart - they keep it all inside and it comes out as drama.
3) I am getting fed up of this, at times, childish attitude. You complain that no-one IC's with you, so we have all taken the effort to do a bit more. I have made the conscious effort to do more IC work with you because you say it's an area that you want to work on and while I am by no means the best, I like to think that I am pretty decent and have enjoyed IC'ing with you.
You think you have it tough with spelling and grammar? I invite you to look back on the pages where I have IC'd with TTC. Nobody on this forum is better than he when it comes to getting people to IC because his characters are infuriating and the way he delivers those guys across draw people in. Does he go off in a strop because many people, including myself, point out his grammatical errors? No he doesn't. Fucking hell, I have compared his characters to an autistic four year old on many occasions and it doesn't bother him. Do you know why? Because it's fucking IC'ing! It's make believe. It's a game.
A few weeks ago, in this thread, you asked Bear to change your alignment because you felt you weren't doing well enough as a heel. That there was a moment that showed you were tempted on quitting your entire character. We, as a collective of efedders, told you to stay as you are and work on it because your character has the potential. Now you're doing it again with this "You should write me off because X, Y & Z are picking on me in character" bollocks.
If you want to use that as your latest excuse, then knock yourself out. As before, I suggest you stick at it. Stop the self deprivation thing, and if you don't want people to get the best of you when it comes to IC'ing, then I suggest you stop giving your adversaries so much fucking ammunition.
Either way, you need to realise that this is all done in the name of fun.